The Day I Die
SufferingThe reason I desided this is cause I hate the human race. All of you, even myself. I hate everthing about you all. nothing more and nothing less.
That's all i have to say. later.
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I askedI asked You said yes And I believed youI asked
I asked That you never let go But you never took my hand
I asked That you always say hello But you never say a word
I asked That you look at me But you only look through me
I asked That you be here with me But you didn’t want to be arround
I asked You said yes But it never happened
I asked That you touch me But you’re always to far
I asked That you tell the truth But you lie by just being
I asked
by ~Yaoi-aloha
All that you didYou sat thereAll that you did
As they threw things at me
You sat there
That’s all that I could see
You sat in silence
As they spoke about me
You sat in silence
But I could hear you above all
You walked away
Pretending I wasn’t there
You walked away
Although you were the closes to me
You held me
As the beat me to death
You held me
As I inhaled my last breath
You cried
Cause you didn’t say anything
You cried
by ~Yaoi-aloha
A promiseTo promiseA promise
I believe you every time but what you do to me
in a consistant line feels so wrong in every way it makes me feel
like you like to play using them may be okay but what do i do when you say
i promise
not to cry out in tears but repeating it
increases my fears that you dont care
one single bit and that you want to split inone more time
one promise
is all i can take its the last straw or else my heart will rip so say it once with one
last prom
by ~Yaoi-aloha
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ParadiseParadiseParadise
When I find myself staring,
My mind goes on amazing journeys, Whisping winds and cracks in the ground...
I see all the things that I have done, I see all things that i wish i could change, My hearts begins to weep and my eyes burn...
I start to feel the darkness crawl slowly up
Encasing all my worry and fear tight around me,
I call out into the darkness around my body...
"Where are you?! I need you! I love you!" Then i see him, his back to me, his head slowly turning,
His beuatiful brown eyes staring straight into my bleeding hear
by ~lostheartscombined
Yaoi part 6 unnamedI roll over in my bed and sigh, the epitome of impatience, finally the doorbell rings and i stand upYaoi part 6 unnamed
to answer it.
"Daniel..."
"hi."
"come in."
We got to my bedroom and I pull the door shut behind us. He sets up his laptop, while I lay there and watch him.
He signs in and then looks my way.
"So. how are you?"
"Good, you?"
"I'm fine."
"Thats' good."
He lays back on my bed and i rest my head on his shoulder.
"You smell good."
"MM.. i d
by =lovesemoguys
Yaoi unnamed part 5I pace my room, her words true in my ears.Yaoi unnamed part 5
*tell him before someone else does."
I cry, clutching, my pillow, the phone silent beside me. It finally rungs and i
brighten before i remember.
"Umm. Daniel. I. friday night. I.."
"yes?"
"I kissed Andrew, and well..."
"But. you didn't mean it right, he forced you. right?"
"He is six one."
"oh. well.its' fine.I am not mad."
"ok. so whats' with you?"
"Ahh, long night. now i have homework."
"Mm.
by =lovesemoguys
Yaoi unnamed part4I hear a knock on the door.Yaoi unnamed part4
“Matt. Are you ok?”
“yeah. I’m fine.”
“What’s going on?”
“I’m showering”
“Ok, well hurry.”
I quickly wash off though I am reluctant to touch My body again, as the only Thing on my mind is Daniel. I get out and wrap a towel Around me. I lay carefully Down on the bed as not To hurt myself. I breathe
In deeply, smelling Daniel, From where he has laid On my pillow.
“ugg.. its’ ten.”
I flip my alarm on And pull the blankets Around me. I wake &nb
by =lovesemoguys
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