So, I just had a really bad day yesterday. I was acting so weird and being such an ass to everyone. I felt so alone and all that I wanted to kill myself.... but then I had to get ready for work. So, at this moment that i'm writing this I have realized and have come to deside that I know the day I might die. I desided that if I can't find a reason to live then I will commit suicide on my 29 birthday. All I need is one reason that I believe in. And nothing will stop me....I hope.

The reason I desided this is cause I hate the human race. All of you, even myself. I hate everthing about you all. nothing more and nothing less.

That's all i have to say. later.